I hope things are looking up for you! I just found this forum as I’m wondering if I have narcolepsy, I read your posts and I can relate to many things you write. Feeling like an empty shell, that was my thoughts not too long ago. Remember it will pass!
And I also live in Sweden, age 33:)
I hope you write again and tell us how things are going?
Hang in there och ta hand om dig själv!
Edit: Oh, my brain thought it was 2020 and not 2021. I guess that post is quite old now..:/