Hi and welcome to the forums. First of all know that you are not alone now, you will find in these pages dozens of folks who are in the same boat as you,wonderful people with all types of experience and suggestions on what has helped them. You do have options, perhaps a good starting point would be one of the threads here called non RX strategies, pay close attention to ferret’s posts.
Everyone here knows exactly what you are going through right now and I am sure you will find the support you need.
Also it may be helpful to know not only the name of the medications you have tried but also dosages and length of time you were on the meds.
I wish you all the best